Better Now

You probably think that you are better now, better now You only say that ’cause I’m not around, not around You know I never meant to let you down, let you down Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything You know I say that I am better now, better now I only say that […]

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Update 8.3

Hey there, it’s me. Still coping up with the loss. Already about a month since it happened. It takes time, but we already knew that right? Takes time to heal, but the scar stays. Yes I’m still hoping for her return, but it may just a waste of time. My effort is still not enough […]

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Damn Danial. Back at it again with failed relationship. I know. Why so soon? I’ve been thinking about the same thing. I didn’t expected it to end this quickly, especially when I already found the perfect girl that ticked all the criteria I’m seaching for. I guess I was wrong. No matter how perfect this […]

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Update 8.2

I survived! How the hell I survive that? What a miracle. Thank God for everything. I can take a deep breath now. Nope. I can’t. This semester is quite a different one. 4 subjects, one group project. Help me. Meanwhile, my state of mind (refer to previous post) is a little bit stabilized now. I […]

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My State of Mind

Final examination. It’s that time again. When I’ll push my mind to the limit because I need to revise everything I’ve learned on that semester in a single week and hope for the best. Finger crossed. But now, I felt something. The same feeling when I fucked up (sorry, but it’s true) and end up […]

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